Posts Tagged ‘depression’

no one reads this and the void does not know who i am. and for that i am thankful. writing about my pain here is more comforting than keeping it hidden. publishing it, even if nobody sees it, validates my pain. there is my explanation, universe, in case you were wondering. my suicidal thoughts are […]


I’ve been making shit “life decisions” since around the time I graduated from college. It wasn’t that many years ago, but it feels like ages. Law school. Yes. NO! Move back to my native town instead of trying harder to make things right so I don’t have to. NO NO NO! That one really fucked […]


it took me weeks to get back to her. apparently, we had a [massive] misunderstanding last time we got together. she was there with a bunch of people while the plan was to play basketball, just us. who were they? why wasn’t she greeting me? why was i being ignored? why was i, after 5 […]


i just watched Control. it was awful, by which i mean awfully depressing as it showcases ian curtis’s tormented psyche. i don’t know if i can listen to Joy Division anymore.  it was one of my favorite bands. and now listening to it feels like somewhat mocking Ian Curtis’s unbearable pain.he could barely even perform […]


natural depression cures: all nutrients in high doses *brewer’s yeast rhodiola vit D *vit B3/niacin – at least 300mg/day soy lecithin – at least 500g/day vit C *maca acai berries st. john’s wort (interferes with birth control pills) more than 1 multi a day omega 3 B complex yoga natural light meditation